Now, people around me think that I devote myself to career in some level......
Yet, friends sometimes mistake some male friends as my potential boyfriends...that's good!I am sick of telling any person in the world how sorry I am...even......I feel the same way till today......I feel sorry for what I have done on a April's fool, the biggest joke in my life......
even today, I miss him badly......still......
However......
I will never let myself to contact him, as......he will never let me to "contact" him, unless he wants to contact me again......I have learn this theory clearly after the first few fights with him......
It's sad....but what I can do is....to sit and wait as always......To wait for his return or to wait for my mind forget him in total!
see which one comes faster this time......
(p.s. I know it's been a long long time......)
5 July 2011
I have finally learnt my lesson...
After watching Transformer:Dark of the Moon......I finally clear up my mind...
When Sam's parent told him, his dad always go after his mum......at that moment, my mind finally clear! Mr. D came back every time after we have made a mess! He is the one who need to gamble a lot for this relationship......at least my parent do not live in OZ, I don't need to face them all the time......and , he never yell at my parent for what I have done......
Every time he came back after the mess we have made, he would change......but I am the one who never cherish the chance......
People may think that he was the asshole in this relationship, yet ......we were both silly, especially me......I never change......NEVER~
and I am the one who asked him to stay away from me, who can I blame for his disappear? No one but myself......
When Sam's parent told him, his dad always go after his mum......at that moment, my mind finally clear! Mr. D came back every time after we have made a mess! He is the one who need to gamble a lot for this relationship......at least my parent do not live in OZ, I don't need to face them all the time......and , he never yell at my parent for what I have done......
Every time he came back after the mess we have made, he would change......but I am the one who never cherish the chance......
People may think that he was the asshole in this relationship, yet ......we were both silly, especially me......I never change......NEVER~
and I am the one who asked him to stay away from me, who can I blame for his disappear? No one but myself......
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