My love to Mr. D is like the last line from this Music Video, I have changed, but ....it's too late......
17 April 2011
if I am still with Mr. D....
When I am counting the cost for the business, I was like, Gosh, if Mr. D was with me, I could have save so many troubles!
I am only good at public relation, customer service, photo shooting and some design works. My partners are very good at sourcing and the labor work...with some design skills as well...if Mr. D with me, he can do all the calculation for us, and our business can grow so much quicker.....
Gosh......I am using any excuse to let myself to miss Mr. D...yet, I do know the more i miss hm, the more he is moving forward!
A man will never cherish a woman who love him a lot, as he knows she will be waiting for him.......the can play hard......
I know I know, he is not only playing now...... he has given up on me ages ago......I am the silly one......
I am only good at public relation, customer service, photo shooting and some design works. My partners are very good at sourcing and the labor work...with some design skills as well...if Mr. D with me, he can do all the calculation for us, and our business can grow so much quicker.....
Gosh......I am using any excuse to let myself to miss Mr. D...yet, I do know the more i miss hm, the more he is moving forward!
A man will never cherish a woman who love him a lot, as he knows she will be waiting for him.......the can play hard......
I know I know, he is not only playing now...... he has given up on me ages ago......I am the silly one......
the line from John Keats to Fanny Brawne......
A friend told me John Keats once had such lines, "I almost wish we were butterflies and lived but three summer days - three such days with you I could fill more delight than fifty common years could ever contain." - Letter to Fanny Brawne.
I have to be extremely tough if I want my dream comes true! I can't get involved into any "Love", I love "Love" a lot! Beside love from others (if there is any), I have to leave all my feeling and regret to Mr. D behind, even, I got to admit,the real reason I tried hard to expend my possibility for businesses (like the leather shop before, and keep running the lolly shop and online business) is just simply because I really want him to know I have changed, I am not as useless as the Clipse in OZ! I start all these business without family support! And the "dream comes true" job invited me to go there for a trial, a job (even it's temporary term) all the juniors in HKG 's Art Field dying for.
I know, the Clipse in Mr. D's heart is only a spoiled chic with no skill and always behaves badly, but I am changing...I am changing...
There is no way I can reach him now, and I am sure he has no interest for any news of me now, as he already be with someone else, why do I still care of him? Why? Why? Why?
Why can't I try to open up my heart? Why I have to stop seeing guys after the second dinner dates? what's wrong with me? Mr. D has moved forward, why can't I move forward? What am I waiting?
I have to be extremely tough if I want my dream comes true! I can't get involved into any "Love", I love "Love" a lot! Beside love from others (if there is any), I have to leave all my feeling and regret to Mr. D behind, even, I got to admit,the real reason I tried hard to expend my possibility for businesses (like the leather shop before, and keep running the lolly shop and online business) is just simply because I really want him to know I have changed, I am not as useless as the Clipse in OZ! I start all these business without family support! And the "dream comes true" job invited me to go there for a trial, a job (even it's temporary term) all the juniors in HKG 's Art Field dying for.
I know, the Clipse in Mr. D's heart is only a spoiled chic with no skill and always behaves badly, but I am changing...I am changing...
There is no way I can reach him now, and I am sure he has no interest for any news of me now, as he already be with someone else, why do I still care of him? Why? Why? Why?
Why can't I try to open up my heart? Why I have to stop seeing guys after the second dinner dates? what's wrong with me? Mr. D has moved forward, why can't I move forward? What am I waiting?
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