I was in another Man's bed, but I can't stop crying......

I have create another crisis for my friends last weekend......

Some of my friends already knew that beside Mr. S,  no guy can actually go on the third date with me after I knew their intentions, and the reason for Mr. S to survive was. he shares similar background with Mr. D. and...in somehow, we are the same kind of person, to forgive the love of our life no matter what they have done.  So, in somehow, I am glad for what's happened between me and Mr. S. Things could happen, but we have stopped that! I even deleted him from my facebook, mobile an MSN! yes, I can be very mean if I know I have to......

o......back to the story I want to tell, it only happened last night......

A friend of mine introduced a guy to me, and I have started my first date with him, the first date was fine, but I truly believe MY FRIEND already told him all my stories after I broken up with Mr. D, which is why this guy make it as a Mahjong gathering in his house, a casual gathering between "'friends"(I only knew he planned for the fake gather today). 

I already got three drinks before I arrived his house, (yeah, I can't drink much after I designed to limited my alcohol intake to be maximum 4 standard drinks even for weekend, and 3 for weekdays if that's for client relation situation during weekday)

If that's not because of MY FRIEND,  I would never go to his house!

I haven't slept in a double bed since I left Australia. I admitted that......even I was in my single bed,I
 would try to roll and seek for......which is why I put all the books besides my beds, and make it feels like, I am not sleeping alone! I did the same thing whenever I have a fight with Mr. D, but the difference was, I put all my books back to the bookshelf or on the ground when I woke up, as he stated that he wants a tidy bedroom when we moved into his house, a place just for two of us, and I never know when would he come into the room after he was very angry with me! So...in order not to make him more angry, I would try not to make a mess...as he knew my schedule, and if he wants to avoid me, he could always able to.......and that's what he did......

o...back to my recent story......

After I arrived home, and MY FRIEND said he really want to play Mahjong, and they needs one more person for the Mahjong for a few hours, MY FRIEND even said he must pay for what I have lost in the game....and he also offer to drive me there and he must send me home by himself......I trust him as always, and he was willing to pay for what I would lose in a Mahjong game, I was like  ' Why not'

However, when I arrive that party house, I realize , that's a lie, they have enough people to play the mahjong game, and MY FRIEND was happily playing Kinect of X box with his target, and ...the house owner was waiting for me......

after 2 more drinks, I felt so drunk, and wanna go home, yet, MY FRIEND was happily playing KINECT with his target, so he make me to take the nap in that house, and the house owner was so nice, he offered me his own bed, and promised he would not share the same room with me. and my friend said he must block the house owner for getting in to the room! 

After the promise of MY FRIEND and the house owner, I did go into him room, and I could tell, even he has a double bed, he is single for a while, any woman can tell when you step into his room and his own bathroom.

anyways....after I fall into slept, I can't felt Winnie the pooh which Mr. D gave me, or books around me, or Mr. D, of course......I recall the the feeling when I was in Mr. D's house when he was not around in my dream, ......I went into tears ......which I even don't know why...he , the house owner knocked the door for a while to wake me up......

I was burst into tears when the house owner 's knocking the door to wake me up and I let myself to cry in his arms .....and he offer to drive me home, while MY FRIEND was still playing KINCET.

Gosh......I felt so embarrassed now...... I am a grow up woman...and still burst into tears because of my dream......and because of someone who I will never see in my life, what is going on withe me?

and of course, good luck to MY FRIEND, I am so going to kill him when the next time I see HIM!!!!!!