I was a mess when I was with Mr. D.S.(which surprised me even now)

the Clipse who be with Mr. D.S. was so not the real Clipse, lost all the confidence , and totally lost herself.

A "Clipse" that never appear in the world, a disaster to herself and people around her , which is no good!

That "Clipse" only focus on Mr. D.S.,  she will take it slow for studies in order to stay with him longer, and refused to work when she knew Mr. D.S. can go for a dinner or hang out with her on that night. Only able to see her friends if he is busy. And with no double, without her own feeling, she always turn into a mess when he disappeared.

She stills believed they love each other a lot, otherwise, how on earth can they on and off for such a long time. She can never forget receiving his e-mail before she get off the plane to Hong Kong in 2009, and she will never forgive what she wrote in her e-mail on April fool's 2009, the biggest joke she made for herself.  Yet, Clipse finally making herself to believe, they do not mean to be together at all......if they are mean to be together, why they had to go through so many bad experiences and she is the one who never get any improvement?He totally changed when they get back together, but that "Clipse" turns worse every times. 

It's time for Clipse to remember , that "monster Clipse" has to disappear forever!