"Grab a ticket and tell him that you are sorry"

A friend who I didn't see for a while said, if she were me, she would book a ticket to go to Australia and find out what is actually happening with Mr. D.S.....

I did, I did booked the ticket, I did arranged a trip to Australia for last November, I booked the tickets months in advance when that's on sale in AirAsia.com. months ago, I paid off the ticket, but , end up,I didn't go! To be honest , it's half because of my work, it's the "ICE AGE" for Art magazine from Nov to Feb, I can't simply get away from my work without showing any "hard working" to save us from the "Ice Age" , it's hard for anyone to be involve in  sale &marketing of Art in HKG during the "Ice Age", and if I run away from the "ice age" with my below standard performance at work, I am so going to get fired!

I did tried to send him e-mails about how sorry I am , and I never get any responses! And that's should be the answer from him. Besides, people already start telling there is a woman last Christmas, after all the consideration,  I don't have the guts to go to Australia even I have paid for the ticket! On boxing day 2010, I knew I was correct not to go to Newy in November 2010. I don't think I could handle the fact, while I was alone in Newy.

Christmas used to be the best festival in my life, I used to love Christmas a lot, but I have to say, I  am not going to treat Christmas special anymore! I hate Christmas! Christmas always bring me bad memory since I met Mr.D.S.