Now, people around me think that I devote myself to career in some level......
Yet, friends sometimes mistake some male friends as my potential boyfriends...that's good!I am sick of telling any person in the world how sorry I am...even......I feel the same way till today......I feel sorry for what I have done on a April's fool, the biggest joke in my life......
even today, I miss him badly......still......
However......
I will never let myself to contact him, as......he will never let me to "contact" him, unless he wants to contact me again......I have learn this theory clearly after the first few fights with him......
It's sad....but what I can do is....to sit and wait as always......To wait for his return or to wait for my mind forget him in total!
see which one comes faster this time......
(p.s. I know it's been a long long time......)
5 July 2011
I have finally learnt my lesson...
After watching Transformer:Dark of the Moon......I finally clear up my mind...
When Sam's parent told him, his dad always go after his mum......at that moment, my mind finally clear! Mr. D came back every time after we have made a mess! He is the one who need to gamble a lot for this relationship......at least my parent do not live in OZ, I don't need to face them all the time......and , he never yell at my parent for what I have done......
Every time he came back after the mess we have made, he would change......but I am the one who never cherish the chance......
People may think that he was the asshole in this relationship, yet ......we were both silly, especially me......I never change......NEVER~
and I am the one who asked him to stay away from me, who can I blame for his disappear? No one but myself......
When Sam's parent told him, his dad always go after his mum......at that moment, my mind finally clear! Mr. D came back every time after we have made a mess! He is the one who need to gamble a lot for this relationship......at least my parent do not live in OZ, I don't need to face them all the time......and , he never yell at my parent for what I have done......
Every time he came back after the mess we have made, he would change......but I am the one who never cherish the chance......
People may think that he was the asshole in this relationship, yet ......we were both silly, especially me......I never change......NEVER~
and I am the one who asked him to stay away from me, who can I blame for his disappear? No one but myself......
26 May 2011
can't believe I miss him still......
Before the crazy week starts, our director from England office sent out an e-mail, and offer us a wonderful treats after the crazy week.
Yet, can't believe what's in my mind is...if I am with Mr. D (and if he is in HKG...), we can enjoy this wonderful treats together......what's wrong with me?
Yet, can't believe what's in my mind is...if I am with Mr. D (and if he is in HKG...), we can enjoy this wonderful treats together......what's wrong with me?
20 May 2011
He was in my dream last night
Gosh...a dream of him made me feel so comfortable.......
what is going on with me?
what is going on with me?
10 May 2011
Blackberry VS i phone?
Even most of the Hongkongness prefer i phone, For me, I always prefer Blackberry!
It's so much easier for me to check my e-mails for work and the small business I am running with friends!
And I finally understand why people can't get enough of their blackberry after using for more than one year......as I finally get a job which makes me busy, a blackberry helps me a lot for the small business ~ I can simply reply e-mail asap!
I can't imagine my life without my little blackberry after I left ArtMap : P
It's so much easier for me to check my e-mails for work and the small business I am running with friends!
And I finally understand why people can't get enough of their blackberry after using for more than one year......as I finally get a job which makes me busy, a blackberry helps me a lot for the small business ~ I can simply reply e-mail asap!
I can't imagine my life without my little blackberry after I left ArtMap : P
7 May 2011
I have to make myself to believe.....
I have to make myself to believe everything with MR. D was a dream......
There were a lot of time I wanna get an air ticket and go to Australia to seek for him, to tell him I am sorry......but ......I am no longer as emotional as before, I know I must break my heart badly if I do this , and I don't think I can handle this crisis with my previous job, which was soooooo stressful!
Australia is a beautiful place, yet, I never think that is a place I love to stay before 30, I want to see around the world, I need the speed, I need the excited and I need the challenge!
I have to make myself to believe ...... everything I had with Mr. D is only a dream......
There were a lot of time I wanna get an air ticket and go to Australia to seek for him, to tell him I am sorry......but ......I am no longer as emotional as before, I know I must break my heart badly if I do this , and I don't think I can handle this crisis with my previous job, which was soooooo stressful!
Australia is a beautiful place, yet, I never think that is a place I love to stay before 30, I want to see around the world, I need the speed, I need the excited and I need the challenge!
I have to make myself to believe ...... everything I had with Mr. D is only a dream......
3 May 2011
What's the meaning of life.....
all in a suddenly, I am thinking , what's the meaning of life....
We wake up everyday, we go to school/ work...
find someone we love ...maybe we can find that, maybe we can't..
days after days.....
serious, what's the meaning of life?
We wake up everyday, we go to school/ work...
find someone we love ...maybe we can find that, maybe we can't..
days after days.....
serious, what's the meaning of life?
1 May 2011
when will my nighmare ends?
What is going on with me?
what is wrong with me?
Why am I not letting go ?
Why am I living in my memory?
30 April 2011
I am glad that he is totally disappear in my life in somehow
In somehow.....I am glad he totally disappear from my world......
When I was watching the Royal Wedding, I was like "gosh, I think I will collapse if I see his wedding picture" I can't believe I still have that thought in my mind after such a long time......what is going on with me? Seriously!!!!!!
When I was watching the Royal Wedding, I was like "gosh, I think I will collapse if I see his wedding picture" I can't believe I still have that thought in my mind after such a long time......what is going on with me? Seriously!!!!!!
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