It's weird, because I keep dreaming of Mr. D......for two nights, and the weird part is......we were so distant in the dream, even he offered to give me a hug, I run away......or I would sit down in a cafe with someone and ask about him...or we met each other on the street, and act like we don't know each other at all.
When I woke up in these two days, I would feel so tried, and felt like I never sleep.
Why can't I see Granny in my dream? I miss her already.
When we were having a light lunch on the day granny passed away, an uncle pointed to me said Granny wanna to see me getting marry, and what have happened to us? (he didn't point at me only, also to others), my tears can't stop! I know he was trying to make things funny, but ......this line does hurt me! Because my and granny did have a silly chat about this, and I even promise her not to worry......
I wanna to tell her I thought she would live longer, for at least 2-3 years longer, then maybe if we are all lucky and I behave, she would be able to see someone getting marry.
19 February 2011
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