In 2011, people keep remains me how old am I , and I should at least find someone for dating, even I sort of making myself to be single in 2011. People who cares about me keep reminding me, I am getting old for a female! No time to waste......
When I saw my cousin's photo, some lovely family photos, with the new born baby. I suddenly realize, I did the right thing on April Fools' day, 2009...
I do know I should never ever think about starting a family until I can find someone who can make me to "obey". I got to be honest,when I was with Mr. D.....that's the very first time I do think (sometimes) "o...maybe I should not do this""maybe this is not correct" when I want to do something crazy and / or silly.
Friends and Exes always accept "that's Clipse" when I do crazy things. But Mr. D would get angry, and the funny part was, I did care if he was angry, and I would finally think maybe he has his points! That's the very first time in my life to care if someone angry at my behavior!
When I saw my cousin's gorgeous baby from facebook, suddenly I knew I did the right thing with Mr. D! After all the nightmares I created, he changed every times, but I am the one who never change!!! If I didn't call a stop for this, it's may turn into endless cycle! This is the second time I asked to break up with him, I still remember his line when the first time I said I want to break up, and after his line, I totally forget the feeling of break up within 5 seconds!
Anyways, even I made the biggest joke to my life by asking him to stay away from me, it was also the very first time I did the right thing for my life as well. Without asking him to stay away, I will never ever think about my problems! And I finally release I am the problem for this relationship, and even for my life.
I still miss him a lot, yet, He is history now!
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