A song I finally hear the lyrics today....

"Let it go, let it flow. He's a huge inspiration to me.
Let it go, let it flow. You have to heal yourself, My dear!"

I was cleaning my desk at work, and I suddenly, for the first time, I truly listen to this song's lyrics. Why can't I hear this lyrics ages ago? It's an old song!

I was thinking how come I am standing still today. To be honest, I am surprise by my behavior as well. What is going on with me?

Anyways, I am good now! I still love him in somehow, but finally understand that's the past(hopefully this will e the very last time I say this)! He already admitted he got a target within 6 months to others! I can't stand still like this anymore : ) In somehow, I should say thank you to his cousin, he is the one who confirm this news!(of course, I got someone to do the double confirmation as well) if his cousin never mention that crazy line, I do want to be friend with him! He is fun, cool and smart! Or.. I might even fall into his trap......he is a charming guy after all. Yet, when I think about it, I should have sense his intention, what kind of male willing to listing to some gals' crap story when they already know the answer? Never learn my lesson from the past.....